John's said no in the past, but now he has a chance at forever-if he can move past his doubts and say yes. John Weston's misspent youth has left him a more cautious man, one who doesn't dare take a risk. He works, comes home, and every day seems like the one before. It's what he deserves-it's all he deserves. That's what he's convinced himself. Added to his past mistakes, John has struggled with depression off and on for years. He keeps to himself, but he might come to realize that his reasons for doing so aren't what he believed them to be. One man appears, and John's going to have to figure out why he prefers to hide from life, and if he's ready to reach for something more. Benji Marks, with his beautiful eyes and bright smile, makes John want things he never thought he could have. Nothing comes easy, and heartbreak is a risk that John must weigh as he tries to sort out who he is and why he's made the choices he's made in the past.