A much-needed, deeply compelling chronicle of fertility and a son's autism told through a mother's eyes.

A hybrid memoir and valentine to her firstborn, Letdown encompasses the story of a woman when fertility issues arise at the same time the diagnosis of her son¿s autism, complicating motherhood in unexpected ways. Portrays the transcendence found amidst difficulty.

"With Letdown, Sonia Greenfield proves herself a master of the prose poem, finding just the right metaphor, just the right syntax. This book-length sequence reads like a love story between a mother and her son, and like all love stories-all the true ones, anyway-there is pain alongside the joy. Greenfield takes us down into the dark, confronting what it is to feel helpless against your child's suffering, to mother a child with special needs, to recalibrate one's life after loss. But she also leads us back into bright California sunlight, where we find the boy-and this messy life-rising from the depths, 'buoyant, better than expected.' " -Maggie Smith, author of Good Bones "Beautifully constructed in sixty stand-alone parts, this book-length poem presents-artfully, honestly-a woman's difficult parsing of motherhood. We first meet her in the hospital suite, the careful birth-plan abandoned, as it was as effective as 'closing a sliding door on a tsunami.' Later, we follow her confusion and terror through her son's autism diagnosis; during the EEG test, she distracts him as wires are gelled to his head, saying, 'Look, now you get to become a robot.' Her son's traumatic medical journey is detailed alongside her hidden trauma, fertility loss. Sonia Greenfield has used her excellent ear and metaphorical power to create a moving and necessary book." -Beth Ann Fennelly, author of Heating & Cooling: 52 Micro-Memoirs