The following poetry book written by Tom Cintula is a series of free verse poems and spoken word works that have been written to express the wonder and curiosity envisioned internally in which no one else can see more clearly than he. He discusses personal demons and existential dread that he has gone through over the course of his life in his dwelling on the downtrodden and dreariness. He also explores its reasoning and upside in the adversity shared in this effort. There is an uncertainty of light in this dive into the darkness, but rest assured that the will to look for closure and further knowledge of these pieces are certain.