My Dark Sordid Past As A Heterosexual: First Destiny" is the bold, unapologetic autobiography of Dr. Zsuzsanna E. Budapest, a pioneer of feminist spirituality, Goddess worship, and modern witchcraft. Born in war-torn Hungary during World War II, Zsuzsanna's story unfolds across decades of personal transformation, political exile, spiritual awakening, and cultural revolution.From surviving starvation and bombs in underground bunkers to challenging religious dogma as a "witch" in American libraries, this is the intimate tale of a woman who refused to be silenced. Her early years as a heterosexual woman-laced with confusion, rebellion, and societal expectations-are recounted with raw honesty, humor, and power.Through family history, magical insight, and feminist rebellion, Dr. Budapest offers more than a memoir-this is a spiritual testimony and cultural chronicle that reclaims womanhood, witchcraft, and the sacred feminine.Perfect for readers of feminist memoirs, LGBTQ+ stories, Goddess spirituality, and those seeking inspiration from a life boldly lived.