Most of us are taught how to earn money and how to spend it. Very few of us are ever taught how our history, our upbringing, and the patterns we formed in childhood shape the way we relate to it.

For Sunil Sajjan, money was never just numbers. It carried emotion, mood, relief, fear, and shame - often all at once, around the same transaction.

In this raw, honest account, Sunil traces how a childhood spent watching money transform his mother's emotional state became the blueprint for decades of spending, gambling, and financial chaos. From his first credit card at eighteen to bankruptcy at twenty-eight. From winning £90,000 in a single night - and losing every penny - to finally understanding why no amount of money could fix a broken relationship with it.

This is not a book about budgeting or financial success. It is a story about what money really means when it's been used to regulate feelings it was never meant to carry. And about what becomes possible when you finally learn to let it rest.

The Inner Algorithm: My Relationship With Money is Book Two in the series by Sunil Sajjan.